my life me

hye guys....sorry dh lme x update...
the past few days my life totally sucks...
dunno what to do...
i guess this must be a bad omen for my new year....
well...
there's a girl that i kinda have a crush on her....
but...the problem is....
she's a year older than me...
n...she's a lot hotter than me...
we chat a few times...but...i tried to ask her for her phone number...n..
she'd said that she's not ready....then i realized...she will never give them to me...
who could possibly give his?her phone number to a stranger??? it's completely crazy...
i guess...i had no chance with her...:(...too bad....
kbye....